Wednesday, April 30, 2008


THOUGHTS ON OBAMA FROM PRAGER

Dennis Prager had some interesting thoughts on Barack Obama and his 20 year relationship with controversial Rev. Jeremiah Wright.

I firmly believe that if Obama loses the Democratic nomination, it'll be solely because of the harm Rev. Wright has done by continuing to be in the public eye, and prevent this issue from going away.

Prager's points were interesting: Wright makes Obama appear shady. Wright is obviously more than just a "spiritual advisor" to him since he has known him for 20 years, married Obama and his wife, baptized their kids, and prayed together on the night Obama announced his candidacy for president. That sounds like they are close friends to me.

With that being the case, how could Obama NEVER have heard Wright's anti-American views? And how did he not hear Wright's "Damn America" sermon the Sunday after 9/11. Prager notes that practically everybody was in some kind of church or synagogue that weekend after those tragic events. Are you tell me that Obama decided to skip church that week? Interesting.

And now, it seems Obama is only distancing himself from the Rev because it's a good political move. It clearly should have happened long ago.

Finally, Prager notes that even though he is not "a McCain guy," he feels McCain's character is much better than Obama's. McCain never discusses his own accomplishments and good deeds (including taking in a Bangladesh baby needing extensive medical care and rehabilitation and eventually adopting her). Meanwhile, Obama's closer life-long friends are all seeming to be shady. Of course, Prager ended this by saying that right-wingers usually weigh "character" heavily when choosing their President while left-wingers favor those who are greater activists in their political careers.

Interesting food for thought.

Monday, April 28, 2008





VACATION CELEBRITY SIGHTINGS

My co-workers love to tease me about all the celebrities we've seen during our vacations within the last 5 years. During that time, we have gone ATV-ing with Christian Slater in Cabo San Lucas, saw Michael Vick golfing (well, actually just Enoch, but here is a picture of his back with his shorts sagging), saw all the Miss Universe contestants (including Ms. Kazakhstan) in Cancun, and watched the filming of "Shadowboxer" in Philadelphia staring Cuba Gooding Jr (seen dressed as a woman in disguise, as part of the movie).

Our most recent one happened this weekend while in Las Vegas. We managed to run into Pete Rose while in Cesars Palace. He's surprisingly not very tall, but still a commanding figure. I wanted to shake his hand, but I couldn't decide what to say to him: "Hey, you're a Hall of Famer in my book!" or "Is Vegas really the BEST place for a compulsive gambler like you?" So, I decided against it and let him walk right past me.

Saturday, April 26, 2008



ANOTHER 5 YEAR AGO POST

It was 5 years ago today that Karena and I became husband and wife. And I've loved every minute of it. Here is the entry I posted five years ago:


AN OPEN LETTER TO KARENA

The following is an open letter to Karena that I wrote to Karena that I am letting you all read. Why? I want you all to help keep me accountable in this area. Thanks.


Dear Karena,

I want to make a promise and a commitment to you: I will love you, cherish you, and honor you. Now, I know most everyone says that to their significant other at some point in their lives, making those words not quiet so special. But I truly do mean them.

And I've invited all these people to share into this letter and into our relationship so they can make sure I don't ever lose sight of loving, cherishing, and honoring you throughout my life. See, it's not just a wedding that we're planning for. I'm planning for a marriage -- something that will last a lifetime.

Karena, I want to love you the way Christ loved the church. And in order to do that, I have to know Christ intimately and have a solid, firm relationship with Him. So, I'm trying to cement my spiritual life and walk more closely with Him. That way, I will learn so much about Christ and follow Him so closely that I will begin to resemble Him. Only then, will I truly be able to love you the way He loved the church. That is my sincere hope and prayer for me and for us. I can't wait to go through this process.

And I can't wait until I have the honor and privilege of being called your husband.

Love, Victor



Wednesday, April 23, 2008

5 YEARS AGO
When I look back on my life five years ago, I see a lot of similarities.

For example, I am currently applying to change jobs to Kaiser Sunset in Hollywood, which is about half the distance from my home. And amazingly enough, this is the entry I wrote exactly 5 years ago today on getting another job:

THE WORD IS OUT
My boss finally emailed the entire Rehab staff at work to tell them that I had resigned to take another PT position at Kaiser West LA. I have to say that it felt very nice to have so many people tell me they were saddened by the news.
The truth is that I've really enjoyed my time here at UCLA primarily because of
the people I work with. Almost all of them are good people.

And that's pretty rare to find in any workplace. And it's just funny how when everybody knows that your last day is coming soon, they start to talk about you like you're dying: "You will be sorely missed." "I'll always remember how Victor used to bring his little lunch bag that mysteriously seemed to carry so much food." "He was a good guy."

Perhaps, looking back at this blog, is a sign of things to come.


Monday, April 21, 2008


INTERVIEW

I often wonder why I worry. After all, like Robert Horry always says, if things work out, great. And if not, I know it wasn't meant to be.

To be able to live life like that and trust in God's plan should lead me not to worry.

And yet I still do.

Today, I had an interview at a Kaiser closer to home. It'll be a good opportunity for me to do more administrative things . . . and I'll get to save some money on gas. And let me tell you, I was a wreck all last night and all day today. But, the interview went decently well so I don't know what I was so worried about the whole time. (Thanks for praying for me.)

And if things don't work out, I'm happy at my current job (things have been better lately) and I'll just know that it wasn't part of His plan and it wasn't meant to be.

Either way, things are happening for a reason and they're for the best.

Saturday, April 19, 2008



GOOGLE STREET VIEW

I have always been a big fan of Google. When I was a kid, I was always fascinated with this mysterious number with 100 zeros named Google.

And then, 20 years later, an internet company that quickly became more than a search engine was born and I loved it. (By the way, I found it funny when my sister told me that people who work there don't like to hear people say, "You can always Google it." They feel they are so much more than just a search engine and want the world to think of themselves as such.)

Google has been good for our family. It has shown how internet companies can still flourish after the dot com bubble burst several years ago.

But I hear they've been taking a lot of heat for their Google Street View -- the application on their Maps site where you can literally see what buildings and homes look like in a 360 degree rotation. Of course, people are complaining about their invasion of privacy.

Personally, I don't think it's such a big deal. But then again, that may be because Google's Street View does not extend to my house. Still, I just spent the last hour or so looking up homes of my friends and most are there. I guess that is kind of bad.


Friday, April 18, 2008



YELLOW JACKETS

Growing up, my dad and I used to find yellow jackets making their nests each spring under the overhang of our roof. I was always afraid of getting stung by them, but my dad would go after them aggressively and bring their nest down. He just felt it wasn't good to have them buzzing around the house, especially with kids around.

And as luck would have it, the yellow jackets are at our home now too. In the last few years, I've found them making nests again under the overhand of our roof. I've tried (rather unsuccessfully) to try to spray them. Everytime I get close, it's as if they know I'm coming, they immediately take off and come after me. I've been so scared before that I ran clear around my house and into the garage. Karena thought it was pretty funny, watching me from the window. But Iwas terrified!

So, this past week, I again saw the beginnings of a nest forming. Any good ideas on how to get rid of these guys? I'm too chicken to try to spray them again . . . and too lazy to run around the house again (although I guess it'll again be entertaining to Karena).


Wednesday, April 16, 2008



WATERING THE LAWN

While growing up, my mom made sure we had "daily duties" during the summer. Those duties obviously included some school-type work to keep our minds from turning to mush. But they also included things like watering the lawn and plants.

It was during those summers that I learned to appreciate watering the lawn with a garden hose. My mind often wandered in amazement at how photosynthesis works and how water's cohesive properties helped carry it up the plant. Then, on a much less scientific level, I also thought how cool a stream of water looks when you put your finger over the hole to make it shoot out farther or to turn it into a spray.

Who ever needed one of those nozzles when you had your finger? I often tried to see just how far I could shoot the water. In fact, I once tried to water the entire backyard just by standing in one spot and pivoting around (it didn't work, but it was fun).

This past week, we discovered our sprinklers for the lawn were not working. So, that meant I had to stand outside to water. And even though I got wet and a little muddy, I have to admit that it was very peaceful standing out there in the quiet of morning. And it definitely brought back a lot of good memories of lazy summer days gone by. So, just for fun, I took off the nozzle that covers our garden hose nowadays and put my finger over the opening . . . just to see how far I could shoot the steam of water.


Sunday, April 13, 2008






TIBET AND CHINA

With the Beijing Olympics just a few months away, human rights and "Free Tibet" activists are in full force against China. Many people, including Desmond Tutu and all three presidential candidates are calling for a boycott of the Games or at least the Opening Ceremony.

With sordid tales in its past (such as the Tienanmen Square Riot), China is looking to take a huge step forward out of its past and into the positive light of world exposure. It's using the Olympics to put itself on the map as a global power.

I think it's hard to deny that many infringements on human rights have gone on in the past and are still continuing today. I know that that is happening, including the Tibetan monks crying for freedom from oppression. And I don't want to look past that. I have to admit that I'm conflicted on the issue.

Thge "Free Tibet" movement is very interesting to me. It's difficult to see people like Richard Gere, the Beastie Boys, other celebrities and American politicians take such a hard stance on it when it seems like they don't understand the complexity of the issues. Tibet has been a part of China for years (since 1244!). In fact, one of the stars on China's flag is for Tibet. Asking them to be set free would be like asking California to secede from the Union. Or it's like siding with the South instead of the Union during the Civil War. Of course, one could also argue on the flip side that it's like keeping what would eventually become the US from England's tyrrany.

China has been helping Tibet develop economically to improve the peoples' standard of living. They have even built a railroad to Tibet that they plan on continuing all the way to India to help international business and commerce. It just seems to me it would actually be better for Tibet if it could ride the coat tails of an ever improving and evolving China to bring itself out of poverty.

Granted, I'm not expert at this and there is probably plenty of information that I don't know. But my beef is it seems like many people around the world are jumping at the chance to riot or extinguish the Olympic flame simply in response to a Communist country and the Dalai Lama is a much more sympathetic character than Communist China. But I just d0n't think they know all the facts.

As a Christian and an American, I find it hard to swallow the way Chinese officials treat dissidents. But speaking as a Chinese person, I find it disheartening that so many people have jumped on the bandwagon in favor of Tibet. I'm just afraid the Tibetan people's standing of living may be worse off than it is now.


If you're interested in similar thoughts on this matter, you can read this below. Granted, it is a little one-sided and a little long, but I found it very insightful:




I listened to an NPR program about the situation in Tibet this morning and the
dialog was fascinating. The first thing that surprised me was that we had normal
Americans (however sympathetic to the Dalai Lama ) acknowledging that normal Han Chinese were targets of violence from the militant Tibetans but this “was a
reasonable and understandable reaction to the Chinese government’s policies”. If the civilians had been Israelis and the militants were Palestinian, or civilians
anywhere else for that matter, would any Americans sided with those who at other
times would be called the terrorists?

The Chinese government has tried to develop the Tibetan economy, maybe with the thought that wealthier Tibetans would be happier and less religious and separatist. The crowning achievement of this was the railroad to Tibet (a very expensive engineering feat given the mountains to scale) that some people hope to extend to India one day. (The Indians are very interested too.) This railroad is creating much new economic opportunity as well as more immigrants from outside Tibet . This railroad was cited by the one of the NPR panelists as one of the new Chinese offenses that forced the civil unrest.

This was the second thing that surprised me. When I
hear the complaints from other remote low economic activity areas, the
complaints are usually the opposite: “The local economy is stagnant, there is no
future here for our kids, we need the government to do something to help the
local economy.” This is the one time when the locals apparently don’t want a
better economy.

In the past, when I thought about Tibet , I used to have an anti
communist knee jerk, wishing freedom for the "oppressed" Tibetans. I also wished
independence for Taiwan because the PRC was communist and anti freedom. I don’t
think of the PRC like that any more. China is a country going through tremendous
changes and with a government that is firmly in charge. This will probably
change over time, but for now it is good to have a government that can do what
is right, to build infrastructure, and not always have to worry about opinion
polls and getting re-elected. I have talked to many Indians who wished they had
a government like the Chinese. If you imagine that China was the US and Tibet
and Taiwan wanted to secede, you probably would be less sympathetic to the
secessionists. At least Lincoln was.

I now view the Tibet issues as an inferior economic system being unable to defend itself against a stronger economy that is taking over what looks like unclaimed or at least under exploited territory. It is less extreme, but it is the same process that wiped to the Native American culture. Historically China started controlling Tibet in the 1200s. (The Mongols who conquered China in 1271, the Yuan dynasty, took Tibet in 1244. China has exercised some control over Tibet ever since, so the Chinese claim to rule Tibet is more ancient than any border in Europe . The only time Tibet had real self-determination was between 1913 and 1951 because British interventions and China’s internal turbulence and civil wars (and WW2 and Japanese invasion). When China reasserted itself in 1951, it gave Tibet Proper special autonomy but some outlying areas in the east, closer to populated China , were treated as China
Proper which meant “full land redistribution” communist style. This was opposed
by the old local land owners (aristocrats and monasteries) who rebelled. The
rebellion spread to Lhasa but was crushed in 1959. This is when the Dalai Lama
left.

From what I can tell, Tibet was not a good place to be in 1951. Most
people were serfs and there were even slaves, signs of a very poor and backwards
country. For the average Tibetan in Tibet Proper, things only got better when
the Dalai Lama left and full land distribution was implemented in Tibet Proper
too. It is always possible to play an “us versus them” game, just look at the
“ethnic cleansing” in old Yugoslavia , and the same happened in Tibet .

While the average Tibetan benefited from the Chinese takeover, both economically and from a human rights perspective (imagine how strange it is to think of the PRC
as the bringer of human rights, but it is true!), it was always easy to find
Tibetans resenting the Chinese. To me, this is the main reason I have changed my
view on Tibet and China .

It seems to me that it makes perfect sense that Tibet stay part of China and as time goes on becomes more and more integrated. The main opposition to this inevitable trend is the old elite. This elite pushed a self serving and backwards way of life that was completely non competitive with the rest of the world. The normal way of fixing Tibet would have the oppressed majority kick out the old oppressors on their own, including predictable problems such as some level of anarchy and economic hardship. (This may happen in neighboring Nepal , even though Nepal is much more advanced than Tibet was.)

China ’s takeover avoided that necessity, but because of our support for the old
regime there is always a ready loudspeaker for, and instigator of, any local
discontent. It helps that the current Dalai Lama is very charismatic and that
Tibetan Buddhism is non violent and attractively philosophical. The crass truth
is still that people want to use religion as a divisive (us versus them) and non
progressive political force. Would we be as sympathetic if the Tibetans were
Islamic?

I’m certain that the upcoming Olympics are part of the reason for the
current unrest. China views the Olympics as a coming out event, and views a
possible boycott as a disaster. Everybody knows that the Chinese response to any
challenge will probably be more muted than it will be after the Olympics . I
have even heard rumors that the Dalai Lama himself encouraged the initial
demonstrations this week as “our last chance for independence”. While I like the
Dalai Lama as a person, I can’t support him as a political leader because a) I
prefer not to mix religion and politics, and 2) I can’t support the politics of
the Dalai Lama regardless of how good PR he gets.


Saturday, April 12, 2008

Awareness Test

I saw this for the first time this week. I thought it was pretty cool so I figured you'd think it was pretty cool too.

Check it out.


Thursday, April 10, 2008

Shout to The Lord American Idols on Idol Gives Back

Just in case you thought this country was forever heading toward "separation of church and state," check out what happened on American Idol this week.


Tuesday, April 08, 2008


UNCERTAINTY

I am a firm believer that uncertainty creeps up in our lives specifically to remind us we can't make it on our own. We need faith -- an ability to see things that are unseen -- and a deeply rooted love in Jesus Christ to make it through these crazy times.

For a while now, things have been fairly uncertain for me. Currently, there are three major things going on in my life that have sometimes left me feeling at times troubled, conflicted, and definitely unsure about what's going to happen next.

But just like Daniel (that's what I'm reading in my Scripture Union devotionals), I need to put my faith in Christ and not in the things of this world. Besides, I always stick to the saying: I know not what the future holds, but I know Who holds the future.

Still, it was nice to have a weekend like this last one, where we were able to celebrate the wedding of two good friends and we were able to hang out with some family and friends and play with their kids. Congrats to Ty and Kat (and props to you guys for the fun carnival-style photo booth at the banquet!) And Mike & Joyce and Ko & Charice, it was SO MUCH FUN hanging out with you and your cute kids. That definitely brought a smile to my face!

Saturday, April 05, 2008


PB & J
My recent entry on my horrible organic peanut butter explosion in the kitchen got us talking about peanut better and jelly sandwiches.
And that, of course, led to one of our now infamous bets:
One of us believes that the only jelly that should be used for an authentic PB & J sandwich is grape jelly. Whenever anyone thinks of or recalls traditional PB&J sandwiches, they always picture grap jelly.
The other believes strawberry jelly is just fine and tastes delicious with peanut butter. And it definitely does not have to be grape jelly.
If you get a chance, please chime in and let us know what you think. (I'm hoping to win yet another of these bets!)

Thursday, April 03, 2008


40 YEARS LATER

Tonight, some 40 years ago, these words were spoken in Memphis, Tennessee:

"I don't know what will happen now. We've got some difficult days ahead. But it doesn't matter with me now, because I've been to the mountain top. And I don't mind. Like anybody, I would like to live a long life; longevity has its place.
But I'm not concerned about that now. I just want to do God's will. And He's allowed me to go up to the mountain. And I've looked over. And I've seen the Promised Land. I may not get there with you. But I want you to know tonight we as a people will get to the Promised Land. And I'm happy tonight, I'm not worried about anything. I'm not fearing any man. Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord."

Those powerful statements were made by Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. It has always amazed me at just how prophetic those words would become. The very next day, he was assassinated outside his hotel room.

Meanwhile, while driving home today, I saw these two guys fighting each other and beating each other on the street (I drive through some rough parts of downtown).

Yes, we have come a long way in these last 40 years, thanks to men like Dr. King. And yet, as I looked at these two beat each other senselessly to a pulp, I realized, we still have so much further to go.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008


ORGANIC PEANUT BUTTER
Have any of you ever tried organic peanut butter? I have always loved peanut butter and jelly sandwiches ever since I was a little kid.
But obviously, too much peanut butter leads to too much belly. So, I thought I'd try Costco's organic peanut butter. I knew that with the organic or all-natural ones, the oil usually separates from the butter part and I'd have to stir it.
So, this morning, I just figured I'd get rid of the top layer of oil and enjoy my peanut butter on toast. Boy was I wrong! Instead, the peanut butter was so runny that it once I opened the cap and peeled off the protective covering, the peanut butter went running everywhere -- down my hand and arm, onto my clothes, onto the kitchen counter and the floor and the sink. It was on the refrigerator door handle, our coffee maker, my plate, my foot. Basically, the peanut butter ran rampant around my entire kitchen this morning. As a result of all this mess, I was nearly late to work this morning.
And even now, coming home after work, the kitchen still smells like peanut butter. But now, I think it'll be better because I put it in the fridge so hopefully it'll harden up a little more.
Next time, I think I'll just stick with Skippy or Jif. Besides, people with big bellies are jolly, right? =)


Tuesday, April 01, 2008



SCRIPTURE UNION DEVOTIONAL GUIDES

Three months ago, I purchased Scripture Union Devotional Guides for Karena and me and one for each couple in our Young Married Couples group.

I figured for those of us who were older Christians who may have gotten lazy or just gotten away from doing daily devotions (like me), this would be perfect. And for those seeking or more newer Christians, it would be good to read a little bit more about God on a more consistent basis.

But alas, the road to good intentions doesn't lead anywhere. Before I knew it, I was back to not doing them.

But since we got a new book for the next 3 months, we've decided to take this opportunity to rededicate to spending some time each day with God. After all, He deserves our best each and ever day.


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