Thursday, January 30, 2003
A MAD WEEK
This week has been the craziest week at work I have ever experienced. Usually, I end up feeling pretty energized at having to do a super fast-paced workload. But these past few days have left me feeling depleted, defeated, and dead. I'm not having the sense of accomplishment like I usually do. Instead, I have a sense of disgust and frustration.
This week has been the craziest week at work I have ever experienced. Usually, I end up feeling pretty energized at having to do a super fast-paced workload. But these past few days have left me feeling depleted, defeated, and dead. I'm not having the sense of accomplishment like I usually do. Instead, I have a sense of disgust and frustration.
Wednesday, January 29, 2003
THE STATE OF THE UNION ADDRESS
I think I owe it to my high school American History and American Government teacher (two different classes, but same guy teaching it). But I love everything about the President, governement, and stuff like that. That's why I sat through most of last night's State of the Union address.
But I have to say that the whole thing can be half as long if you cut out all the clapping and standing ovations that go on. Maybe they should just limit the number of times Congress can clap. Besides, half the time these people are clapping on the outside and probably totally disagreeing with the Prez on the inside.
As for what he said, he spoke on a large range of topics, but none of it was anything unexpected to me. It looks like we're headed down the path of war with Iraq, Bush is still going full force with his economic stimulus plan, etc. I seem to like his plan better than the one Gov. Davis has set for us Californians to stimulate our weak economy.
But one other lesson my high school teacher taught me was to never discuss politics in an open forum like this one so I'll keep my big mouth shut. If you want to know my thoughts on politics, I guess you'll have to talk to me in person. =)
I think I owe it to my high school American History and American Government teacher (two different classes, but same guy teaching it). But I love everything about the President, governement, and stuff like that. That's why I sat through most of last night's State of the Union address.
But I have to say that the whole thing can be half as long if you cut out all the clapping and standing ovations that go on. Maybe they should just limit the number of times Congress can clap. Besides, half the time these people are clapping on the outside and probably totally disagreeing with the Prez on the inside.
As for what he said, he spoke on a large range of topics, but none of it was anything unexpected to me. It looks like we're headed down the path of war with Iraq, Bush is still going full force with his economic stimulus plan, etc. I seem to like his plan better than the one Gov. Davis has set for us Californians to stimulate our weak economy.
But one other lesson my high school teacher taught me was to never discuss politics in an open forum like this one so I'll keep my big mouth shut. If you want to know my thoughts on politics, I guess you'll have to talk to me in person. =)
Tuesday, January 28, 2003
GROCERY SHOPPING
Maybe it's the hunter instincts within me, but I love going grocery shopping. There's just something exhilarating about being able to make good use of double coupons to get a good deal on some really good food. Whether its just something like spaghetti sauce (which I got a huge jar for $1) or some very fancy beef pot roast (about $3 off), I just leave the place feeling good about myself.
But afterward, I have to admit that I stopped to think, "Wow, this is pretty sad that grocery shopping gets me excited. I need to get a life!"
Maybe it's the hunter instincts within me, but I love going grocery shopping. There's just something exhilarating about being able to make good use of double coupons to get a good deal on some really good food. Whether its just something like spaghetti sauce (which I got a huge jar for $1) or some very fancy beef pot roast (about $3 off), I just leave the place feeling good about myself.
But afterward, I have to admit that I stopped to think, "Wow, this is pretty sad that grocery shopping gets me excited. I need to get a life!"
Monday, January 27, 2003
NOT SO SUPER BOWL SUNDAY
The game pretty much stunk because it was so painful to watch. I'm not a Raiders fan, but I was hoping they'd win, but it wasn't even close. Then, I was at least hoping for a good game, which also didn't happen. Then, I was at least hoping for some good commercials, but that didn't totally happen either. (But I did like Yao Ming's commercial. Yao! Yo! Yao! Yo!)
Oh well, the highlight of the evening was definitely having all the guys hang out together (girls too!). It's been too long since we've done that. Highlight #2 was definitely checking out Debbie and Jason's new house. It is AMAZING! I loved it so much. They did a great job changing things, cleaning, and decorating to make the house a home. And not just a home, but their home. Congrats to the Chans!
The game pretty much stunk because it was so painful to watch. I'm not a Raiders fan, but I was hoping they'd win, but it wasn't even close. Then, I was at least hoping for a good game, which also didn't happen. Then, I was at least hoping for some good commercials, but that didn't totally happen either. (But I did like Yao Ming's commercial. Yao! Yo! Yao! Yo!)
Oh well, the highlight of the evening was definitely having all the guys hang out together (girls too!). It's been too long since we've done that. Highlight #2 was definitely checking out Debbie and Jason's new house. It is AMAZING! I loved it so much. They did a great job changing things, cleaning, and decorating to make the house a home. And not just a home, but their home. Congrats to the Chans!
Sunday, January 26, 2003
IF IT'S BROKE, FIX IT
One aspect of life that just bothers me to no end is when good things break on you. Everybody has a favorite thing that gets messed up over time: your car gets totalled in a wreck, your computer gets a virus and malfunctions (like all the computers at the UCLA Medical Center did yesterday), your favorite chair breaks down and is no longer comfortable. And that's not even mentioning your own body, which as I clearly demonstrated last February, can get messed up too and require surgery, medication, etc.
Maybe this is overly materialistic of me, but there are just some things in life I truly love ... and I love them in the good condition that they're in. It absolutely devastates me to have them broken, banged up, or messed up for good. And it becomes such a hassle to fix them! Plus, these facts are multipled exponentially when it comes to very expensive or very nice things.
When these things break down though, I can't help but think that God is helping me see things through the right perspective.
One aspect of life that just bothers me to no end is when good things break on you. Everybody has a favorite thing that gets messed up over time: your car gets totalled in a wreck, your computer gets a virus and malfunctions (like all the computers at the UCLA Medical Center did yesterday), your favorite chair breaks down and is no longer comfortable. And that's not even mentioning your own body, which as I clearly demonstrated last February, can get messed up too and require surgery, medication, etc.
Maybe this is overly materialistic of me, but there are just some things in life I truly love ... and I love them in the good condition that they're in. It absolutely devastates me to have them broken, banged up, or messed up for good. And it becomes such a hassle to fix them! Plus, these facts are multipled exponentially when it comes to very expensive or very nice things.
When these things break down though, I can't help but think that God is helping me see things through the right perspective.
Friday, January 24, 2003
IT'S A MYSTERY
A co-worker has a side business of selling health products such as vitamins, protein shakes, weight-gainer, etc. She gave me (and the two friends I work out with) a sample of her multi-vitamin package and her protein powder shake. I recently started taking the multi-vitamin packs and it's pretty unbelieveable. I need to swallow 3 huge pills each day (actually, they recommended I take them two times a day, but that's totally crazy.) But after taking them, I realized they made my pee turn bright yellow. I mean, brighter like a hi-lighter! Brighter than Jolt cola! It was nasty.
And this may be related or unrelated (not sure yet), but while I was driving into work yesterday, I started to feel very nauseated, like I wanted to vomit. You know that feeling you get when it's all stuck in your throat and you're doing all you can just to keep it down? That was me. But somehow, when I got there, I just sat in my car and took a few really deep breaths. And it started to go away. Weird.
A co-worker has a side business of selling health products such as vitamins, protein shakes, weight-gainer, etc. She gave me (and the two friends I work out with) a sample of her multi-vitamin package and her protein powder shake. I recently started taking the multi-vitamin packs and it's pretty unbelieveable. I need to swallow 3 huge pills each day (actually, they recommended I take them two times a day, but that's totally crazy.) But after taking them, I realized they made my pee turn bright yellow. I mean, brighter like a hi-lighter! Brighter than Jolt cola! It was nasty.
And this may be related or unrelated (not sure yet), but while I was driving into work yesterday, I started to feel very nauseated, like I wanted to vomit. You know that feeling you get when it's all stuck in your throat and you're doing all you can just to keep it down? That was me. But somehow, when I got there, I just sat in my car and took a few really deep breaths. And it started to go away. Weird.
CURRY HOUSE
Karena and I had the pleasure of having dinner with Tyrone and Hubert and Pastor Clive, Rhonda, and Elizabeth. It was a very non-formal night where Pastor Clive tried to horde as much curry sauce as possible (it's his favorite) and they all got to share a little bit about how they feel about going to Korea.
We joked about places they should go eat at before they have to leave: In-N-Out, Krispy Kreme, etc. Turns out, they'v hit 'em all already.
As I shook Pastor Clive's hand for the last time in a while, I just looked at him and gave him my "you're a good man" look (reminiscent of the one Linda Hamilton gives to Arnold Schwarzeneggar in the end of Terminator 2). I hope he got it. And as I hugged Rhonda, I hope she realized just how much I have appreciated her support and encouragement over this past year or so.
My thoughts: bittersweet.
Karena and I had the pleasure of having dinner with Tyrone and Hubert and Pastor Clive, Rhonda, and Elizabeth. It was a very non-formal night where Pastor Clive tried to horde as much curry sauce as possible (it's his favorite) and they all got to share a little bit about how they feel about going to Korea.
We joked about places they should go eat at before they have to leave: In-N-Out, Krispy Kreme, etc. Turns out, they'v hit 'em all already.
As I shook Pastor Clive's hand for the last time in a while, I just looked at him and gave him my "you're a good man" look (reminiscent of the one Linda Hamilton gives to Arnold Schwarzeneggar in the end of Terminator 2). I hope he got it. And as I hugged Rhonda, I hope she realized just how much I have appreciated her support and encouragement over this past year or so.
My thoughts: bittersweet.
Thursday, January 23, 2003
THE BACHELORETTE
I've been taking a lot of heat at work these past few weeks because we end up talking abou ABC's "The Bachelorette." And I made the mistake of telling them that I watch it too.
Actually what happened is that they were talking about it and I meant to keep my big mouth shut. But they started saying some things that were wrong, so I corrected them. That was the beginning of the end.
Now, all they do is say how I'm such a girly guy and things like that.
Meanwhile, I keep going with my alibi: I only watch because Karena likes it.
But nobody believes me.
I've been taking a lot of heat at work these past few weeks because we end up talking abou ABC's "The Bachelorette." And I made the mistake of telling them that I watch it too.
Actually what happened is that they were talking about it and I meant to keep my big mouth shut. But they started saying some things that were wrong, so I corrected them. That was the beginning of the end.
Now, all they do is say how I'm such a girly guy and things like that.
Meanwhile, I keep going with my alibi: I only watch because Karena likes it.
But nobody believes me.
Wednesday, January 22, 2003
COOKIE MONSTER
Everybody knows I've been trying to eat a little less these days so I can look good in April. That's been a little difficult so I'm trying to eat a little better, at least.
But somehow or another, I've fallen in love with Famous Amos cookies again. Those things are so good. In high school, we had to sell candy and cookies to raise money for my trip to Europe. And that's when I first discovered just how good these cookies are. I ended up buying all of them.
And I ended up buying a big Costco bag recently and now I can't stop. They are the best cookie to dunk into milk (even better than Oreo's!). And they taste good dry, wet with milk, anytime.
Everybody knows I've been trying to eat a little less these days so I can look good in April. That's been a little difficult so I'm trying to eat a little better, at least.
But somehow or another, I've fallen in love with Famous Amos cookies again. Those things are so good. In high school, we had to sell candy and cookies to raise money for my trip to Europe. And that's when I first discovered just how good these cookies are. I ended up buying all of them.
And I ended up buying a big Costco bag recently and now I can't stop. They are the best cookie to dunk into milk (even better than Oreo's!). And they taste good dry, wet with milk, anytime.
Monday, January 20, 2003
PASSION AND HEART
One thing I admire in the people I meet, the music I listen to, the sports teams I cheer for, etc. is passion and heart. If somebody is doing their thing with true passion and true heart, I can't help but be drawn to it.
Take Pastor Clive, Rhonda, and their family for example. They are people who are passionate and truly have a heart for God and His ministry. So much so that they are headed waaaaaaaay out of their comfort zones to Korea. They love the Lord, plain and simple. And even though they face their new task with some trepidation, they are committed to Him. Now, that's passion.
And look at these so-called pop music divas of today -- Mariah Carey, Celine Dion, Whitney Houston. They are having difficulty maintaining the high level of quality they have established for themselves. Why? Their songs lack passion and heart like they once did. Now, they just assume they can sit down at a recording session and just churn out song after song. They should take a lesson for newcomers Norah Jones, Avril Levigne, and Michelle Branch. Even if you don't like their music, you have to admit it's all heart.
And finally, it pains me to say this, but UCLA's basketball team is playing like its heart as been gutted from their bodies. Jason Kapono and Coach Steve Lavin has been my boys for so long and yet somehow, they can't do their jobs passionately. They love basketball ... and they love winning. If that's true, they should show it, instead of playing so emotionlessly all the time.
As for me, I've seen these various things in my world. And I'm trying to live my life daily with true passion and full of heart.
One thing I admire in the people I meet, the music I listen to, the sports teams I cheer for, etc. is passion and heart. If somebody is doing their thing with true passion and true heart, I can't help but be drawn to it.
Take Pastor Clive, Rhonda, and their family for example. They are people who are passionate and truly have a heart for God and His ministry. So much so that they are headed waaaaaaaay out of their comfort zones to Korea. They love the Lord, plain and simple. And even though they face their new task with some trepidation, they are committed to Him. Now, that's passion.
And look at these so-called pop music divas of today -- Mariah Carey, Celine Dion, Whitney Houston. They are having difficulty maintaining the high level of quality they have established for themselves. Why? Their songs lack passion and heart like they once did. Now, they just assume they can sit down at a recording session and just churn out song after song. They should take a lesson for newcomers Norah Jones, Avril Levigne, and Michelle Branch. Even if you don't like their music, you have to admit it's all heart.
And finally, it pains me to say this, but UCLA's basketball team is playing like its heart as been gutted from their bodies. Jason Kapono and Coach Steve Lavin has been my boys for so long and yet somehow, they can't do their jobs passionately. They love basketball ... and they love winning. If that's true, they should show it, instead of playing so emotionlessly all the time.
As for me, I've seen these various things in my world. And I'm trying to live my life daily with true passion and full of heart.
IN HONOR OF MLK
With today being the day we honor Martin Luther King Jr., a man I truly admire, I have decided to post the lyrics to a U2 song that talks about him and the pride he instilled in his people. Dr. King, The Dream is still alive.
Pride (In The Name Of Love)
One man come in the name of love
One man come and go.
One man come he to justify
One man to overthrow.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
One man caught on a barbed wire fence
One man he resist
One man washed up on an empty beach
One man betrayed with a kiss.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
Early morning, April four
Shot rings out in the Memphis sky.
Free at last, they took your life
They could not take your pride.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
With today being the day we honor Martin Luther King Jr., a man I truly admire, I have decided to post the lyrics to a U2 song that talks about him and the pride he instilled in his people. Dr. King, The Dream is still alive.
Pride (In The Name Of Love)
One man come in the name of love
One man come and go.
One man come he to justify
One man to overthrow.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
One man caught on a barbed wire fence
One man he resist
One man washed up on an empty beach
One man betrayed with a kiss.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
Early morning, April four
Shot rings out in the Memphis sky.
Free at last, they took your life
They could not take your pride.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
In the name of love
What more in the name of love.
Sunday, January 19, 2003
TRIP TO DOWNTOWN
Karena and I ran some errands yesterday that included a trip to downtown L.A. The cool part about it was they sold everything from shoes to caps to bootleg DVDs (but that's on the downlow) to wedding veils and assorted lace/ribbons (which definitely comes in handy for various wedding things). Another great thing about walking in downtown is the smell of good food coming from the street vendors. Karena and I spent $2.50 on a hot dog wrapped in bacon. Yup, you heard me. It's so bad for you ... but oh so good, and the best $2.50 we ever spent! We didn't end up buying anything, but we did have a good time.
Karena and I ran some errands yesterday that included a trip to downtown L.A. The cool part about it was they sold everything from shoes to caps to bootleg DVDs (but that's on the downlow) to wedding veils and assorted lace/ribbons (which definitely comes in handy for various wedding things). Another great thing about walking in downtown is the smell of good food coming from the street vendors. Karena and I spent $2.50 on a hot dog wrapped in bacon. Yup, you heard me. It's so bad for you ... but oh so good, and the best $2.50 we ever spent! We didn't end up buying anything, but we did have a good time.
Saturday, January 18, 2003
SHAQ VS. YAO
The Lakers played the Rockets last night that included the much-hyped duel between Shaquille O'Neal and Yao Ming. The Rockets won the game in overtime (thanks to a lousy call, but that's another story) and Shaq won the battle of the stats (31 points, 13 rebounds). But don't think that his Chinese counterpart didn't hold his own (10 points, 10 rebounds, 6 blocks).
I havd to admit that I'm proud of Yao's success in this game (even though it cost the Lakers) and in the NBA in general. Yao will be named the starting center at next month's All-Star game (over Shaq).
But what I really wanted to comment on was Shaq's comments that have gotten him labelled as a racist. In an interview, he used a mock Chinese accent to say, "Tell Yao Ming, `Ching chong yang wah ah soh.' " Were these comments insensitive? Yes. Does the Chinese community have a right to get upset? Of course. But is Shaq a racist? No chance. Shaq is a man who loves to joke and sometimes crosses the line between fun joking and hurtful joking. Shaq later learned the Chinese way to say "I'm sorry" so he could tell it to Yao. But what I was even more impressed with is how Yao has handled the entire situation -- with poise and dignity. He is truly representing the motherland well and America has noticed.
The Lakers played the Rockets last night that included the much-hyped duel between Shaquille O'Neal and Yao Ming. The Rockets won the game in overtime (thanks to a lousy call, but that's another story) and Shaq won the battle of the stats (31 points, 13 rebounds). But don't think that his Chinese counterpart didn't hold his own (10 points, 10 rebounds, 6 blocks).
I havd to admit that I'm proud of Yao's success in this game (even though it cost the Lakers) and in the NBA in general. Yao will be named the starting center at next month's All-Star game (over Shaq).
But what I really wanted to comment on was Shaq's comments that have gotten him labelled as a racist. In an interview, he used a mock Chinese accent to say, "Tell Yao Ming, `Ching chong yang wah ah soh.' " Were these comments insensitive? Yes. Does the Chinese community have a right to get upset? Of course. But is Shaq a racist? No chance. Shaq is a man who loves to joke and sometimes crosses the line between fun joking and hurtful joking. Shaq later learned the Chinese way to say "I'm sorry" so he could tell it to Yao. But what I was even more impressed with is how Yao has handled the entire situation -- with poise and dignity. He is truly representing the motherland well and America has noticed.
Thursday, January 16, 2003
TV CHARACTERS (CONT'D)
I felt like having my Top 17 was too weird a number so I added three more to make it my Top 20 (see below). And after talking to Karena about this, she asked that I post her Top 3:
3. Dwayne Wayne (A Different World)
2. Sydney Bristow (Alias)
1. Michael Vaughn (Alias)
As for my Top 3 most HATED TV characters:
3. Whitley (A Different World) -- Her voice was awful.
2. Whatever Fran Drescher's character's name was (The Nanny) -- Her voice was even more awful.
1. Roseanne (Roseanne) -- I detest everything about her.
I felt like having my Top 17 was too weird a number so I added three more to make it my Top 20 (see below). And after talking to Karena about this, she asked that I post her Top 3:
3. Dwayne Wayne (A Different World)
2. Sydney Bristow (Alias)
1. Michael Vaughn (Alias)
As for my Top 3 most HATED TV characters:
3. Whitley (A Different World) -- Her voice was awful.
2. Whatever Fran Drescher's character's name was (The Nanny) -- Her voice was even more awful.
1. Roseanne (Roseanne) -- I detest everything about her.
Wednesday, January 15, 2003
FAVORITE TV CHARACTERS OF ALL TIME
My blog last week about Michael Landon's daughter got me thinking about my all-time favorite TV characters. Here are my Top 20:
20. Picachu (Pokeman) -- Any guy who can express all that emotion just by saying his name with different tones has to be cool.
19. Woody (Cheers) -- He was so innocently funny in that role.
18. Frank Poncherello (CHiPs) -- He was a guy's guy and a girl's guy.
17. Jaime Buchman (Mad About You) -- Helen Hunt's breakout role. She was funny and clever.
16. B.A. Baracas (The A-Team) -- He was mean, cool, and buff ... even though he had to get knocked out during plane rides.
15. Alfalfa (Little Rascals) -- That singing, that hair. Hmm, maybe that's why I have a cowlick now.
14. Rick Hunter (Robotech) -- He was the man.
13. Michelle (Full House) -- She was the funniest kid on TV when she was young.
12. Heathcliff Huxtable (The Cosby Show) -- He taught me how fathers and their children should talk.
11. Abby Carmichael (Law and Order) -- Angie Harmon played the best no-nonsense lawyer I've ever seen.
10. Alex P. Keaton (Family Ties) -- Quick-witted and funny, and obsessed with money (and Republicans).
9. Will Smith (Fresh Prince) -- King of the one-liners.
8. Zach Morris (Saved By the Bell) -- He defined cool and had the skillz to dodge Mr. Belding. Plus, he married Kelly Kapowski!
7. Pacey Witter (Dawson's Creek) -- Very witty, creative, and a romantic. Too bad he's sometimes stupid.
6. Dr. Doug Ross (ER) -- George Clooney taught me how to go all-out when caring for patients.
5. Kevin Arnold/Winnie Cooper (The Wonder Years) -- Their romance was magical and taught me a lot about love.
4. Dylan McKay (Beverly Hills 90210) -- Complex, a lover and a fighter. Plus, he ends up with Kelly Taylor!
3. Charles Engals (Little House on the Prairie) -- See my blog from last week.
2. Chandler Bing (Friends) -- The funniest Friend ... and he's got my style of humor. Could he BE any funnier?
1. Andy Sipowitz (NYPD Blue) -- The most complex character on regular TV. He's mean, nice, friendly, loyal, hurtful all rolled into one.
My blog last week about Michael Landon's daughter got me thinking about my all-time favorite TV characters. Here are my Top 20:
20. Picachu (Pokeman) -- Any guy who can express all that emotion just by saying his name with different tones has to be cool.
19. Woody (Cheers) -- He was so innocently funny in that role.
18. Frank Poncherello (CHiPs) -- He was a guy's guy and a girl's guy.
17. Jaime Buchman (Mad About You) -- Helen Hunt's breakout role. She was funny and clever.
16. B.A. Baracas (The A-Team) -- He was mean, cool, and buff ... even though he had to get knocked out during plane rides.
15. Alfalfa (Little Rascals) -- That singing, that hair. Hmm, maybe that's why I have a cowlick now.
14. Rick Hunter (Robotech) -- He was the man.
13. Michelle (Full House) -- She was the funniest kid on TV when she was young.
12. Heathcliff Huxtable (The Cosby Show) -- He taught me how fathers and their children should talk.
11. Abby Carmichael (Law and Order) -- Angie Harmon played the best no-nonsense lawyer I've ever seen.
10. Alex P. Keaton (Family Ties) -- Quick-witted and funny, and obsessed with money (and Republicans).
9. Will Smith (Fresh Prince) -- King of the one-liners.
8. Zach Morris (Saved By the Bell) -- He defined cool and had the skillz to dodge Mr. Belding. Plus, he married Kelly Kapowski!
7. Pacey Witter (Dawson's Creek) -- Very witty, creative, and a romantic. Too bad he's sometimes stupid.
6. Dr. Doug Ross (ER) -- George Clooney taught me how to go all-out when caring for patients.
5. Kevin Arnold/Winnie Cooper (The Wonder Years) -- Their romance was magical and taught me a lot about love.
4. Dylan McKay (Beverly Hills 90210) -- Complex, a lover and a fighter. Plus, he ends up with Kelly Taylor!
3. Charles Engals (Little House on the Prairie) -- See my blog from last week.
2. Chandler Bing (Friends) -- The funniest Friend ... and he's got my style of humor. Could he BE any funnier?
1. Andy Sipowitz (NYPD Blue) -- The most complex character on regular TV. He's mean, nice, friendly, loyal, hurtful all rolled into one.
Monday, January 13, 2003
DINNER WITH KARENA'S FAMILY
I drove out to Karena's place so we could go to her aunt's for dinner. Since I have yet to meet most of Karena's extended family, I was fortunate to meet her uncle from Hong Kong. He is the uncle that gave her the infamous Subaru SVX that she now drives ( you know, the one with the weird windows). Anyway, he is a very fun loving guy (who also has his serious side according to Karena).
I was also able to talk to another aunt from Canada on the telephone. She had a very infectious laugh and I was able to joke with her.
Then, it donned on me. I do much better with people who I can joke with, especially parents. Meeting parents or other adults can be a nervous time. But if I'm able to joke about myself or others, I feel much more comfortable. The problem is that Karena's mom has a good joking side, but she's definitely more the serious type. And that intimidates me because I'm definitely "off my game" and have to work on that area.
Hopefully, my game expands soon. I don't want to screw things up before the wedding or during the early parts of our marriage!
I drove out to Karena's place so we could go to her aunt's for dinner. Since I have yet to meet most of Karena's extended family, I was fortunate to meet her uncle from Hong Kong. He is the uncle that gave her the infamous Subaru SVX that she now drives ( you know, the one with the weird windows). Anyway, he is a very fun loving guy (who also has his serious side according to Karena).
I was also able to talk to another aunt from Canada on the telephone. She had a very infectious laugh and I was able to joke with her.
Then, it donned on me. I do much better with people who I can joke with, especially parents. Meeting parents or other adults can be a nervous time. But if I'm able to joke about myself or others, I feel much more comfortable. The problem is that Karena's mom has a good joking side, but she's definitely more the serious type. And that intimidates me because I'm definitely "off my game" and have to work on that area.
Hopefully, my game expands soon. I don't want to screw things up before the wedding or during the early parts of our marriage!
Sunday, January 12, 2003
SPEAKING WORDS WITHOUT KNOWING IT
At the end of our Koinonia core meeting, I had a very interesting experience. I didn't know I was going to say something, and yet, the words just started coming out.
See, I had been feeling a little discouraged over the state of our church, especially since our church is without a senior pastor or an English congregational pastor. Granted, we don't necessarilly need people in those roles before doing God's work and serving. But it would be nice to have some stability and to know we have leadership at church that will not only deliver God's word, but also live out what they preach.
Anyway, here's a paraphrase of what I ended up saying at the end of the meeting:
It seems like the overall state of our church is pretty down over the lack of pastoral leadership in the English congregation. With that in mind, Koinonia becomes an even more important place in people's spiritual lives. So, our jobs as core leaders were already important before. But they are even more important now. I hope we all take this responsibility seriously.
I pray I can do what I say.
At the end of our Koinonia core meeting, I had a very interesting experience. I didn't know I was going to say something, and yet, the words just started coming out.
See, I had been feeling a little discouraged over the state of our church, especially since our church is without a senior pastor or an English congregational pastor. Granted, we don't necessarilly need people in those roles before doing God's work and serving. But it would be nice to have some stability and to know we have leadership at church that will not only deliver God's word, but also live out what they preach.
Anyway, here's a paraphrase of what I ended up saying at the end of the meeting:
It seems like the overall state of our church is pretty down over the lack of pastoral leadership in the English congregation. With that in mind, Koinonia becomes an even more important place in people's spiritual lives. So, our jobs as core leaders were already important before. But they are even more important now. I hope we all take this responsibility seriously.
I pray I can do what I say.
MY MOVIE-GOING EXPERIENCE
My cousin Jonathan and I went to see an early afternoon showing of "The Two Towers" yesterday and I have to say I enjoyed it as much as the first. But maybe what I enjoyed even better was not the movie itself, but being able to sit comfortably. Since I knew it was going to be a three hour movie (and probably pushing three and a half with all the commercials and previews they make you watch now), I came prepared. I dressed warmly with a very comfortable sweatshirt and some break-away pants with some shorts underneath, just in case it got warm. And because the theater was pretty empty, we got to put our feet up on the seats, lie down along four seats by putting the armrests up, sit up tall or slouch, etc. It was a very enjoyable movie experience.
Also, of note was the commerical for the "Back to the Future" DVDs where they show the DeLorean for the first time in the mall's parking lot. That mall is actually the Puente Hills mall (where we went to watch the movie). It's pretty interesting to see the mall you're at on the big screen. Okay, I know, that's dumb, but I thought it was cool ... maybe because I love Back to the Future so much.
My cousin Jonathan and I went to see an early afternoon showing of "The Two Towers" yesterday and I have to say I enjoyed it as much as the first. But maybe what I enjoyed even better was not the movie itself, but being able to sit comfortably. Since I knew it was going to be a three hour movie (and probably pushing three and a half with all the commercials and previews they make you watch now), I came prepared. I dressed warmly with a very comfortable sweatshirt and some break-away pants with some shorts underneath, just in case it got warm. And because the theater was pretty empty, we got to put our feet up on the seats, lie down along four seats by putting the armrests up, sit up tall or slouch, etc. It was a very enjoyable movie experience.
Also, of note was the commerical for the "Back to the Future" DVDs where they show the DeLorean for the first time in the mall's parking lot. That mall is actually the Puente Hills mall (where we went to watch the movie). It's pretty interesting to see the mall you're at on the big screen. Okay, I know, that's dumb, but I thought it was cool ... maybe because I love Back to the Future so much.
Saturday, January 11, 2003
QUICK THOUGHTS
1. After meeting with Ruth (our wedding coordinator) last night, I've decided, we have a lot of work to do. It's going to be fun, but, man, there's still so much!
2. I can't stand sleeping in socks! I fell asleep with my socks on last night and woke up in the middle of the night feeling like I had a straightjacket tied around my feet. It was miserable, but I fell into a deep sleep once I took them off.
3. I'm going with my cousin Jonathan to finally see "The Two Towers" later. I can't wait.
4. I haven't played the guitar just for fun in a while. But after messing around and playing this morning, I don't know why it's taken me so long to pull that thing out and just jam.
5. Some of you may know about Angelique, a crazed woman who bought a bunch of billboard space in LA to showcase herself. Everytime I saw those billboards, I felt embarassed for her. Well, it turns out that I met her very-quiet, very-Christian, very-law-abiding parents this week. Now, can you imagine how embarassed they must feel?
1. After meeting with Ruth (our wedding coordinator) last night, I've decided, we have a lot of work to do. It's going to be fun, but, man, there's still so much!
2. I can't stand sleeping in socks! I fell asleep with my socks on last night and woke up in the middle of the night feeling like I had a straightjacket tied around my feet. It was miserable, but I fell into a deep sleep once I took them off.
3. I'm going with my cousin Jonathan to finally see "The Two Towers" later. I can't wait.
4. I haven't played the guitar just for fun in a while. But after messing around and playing this morning, I don't know why it's taken me so long to pull that thing out and just jam.
5. Some of you may know about Angelique, a crazed woman who bought a bunch of billboard space in LA to showcase herself. Everytime I saw those billboards, I felt embarassed for her. Well, it turns out that I met her very-quiet, very-Christian, very-law-abiding parents this week. Now, can you imagine how embarassed they must feel?
Friday, January 10, 2003
TODAY WAS A TOUGH DAY OF WORK
Today, I worked hard even though the final product didn't necessarily reflect that.
Today, I got frustrated because things were not working out the way I had planned.
Today, I should have felt like I put in "a good day's work"
And yet, I don't.
This is the most awful feeling I've ever had after a day of work.
Today, I worked hard even though the final product didn't necessarily reflect that.
Today, I got frustrated because things were not working out the way I had planned.
Today, I should have felt like I put in "a good day's work"
And yet, I don't.
This is the most awful feeling I've ever had after a day of work.
Thursday, January 09, 2003
TV IS NOT REALITY
One of my favorite TV characters of all time is Michael Landon's character Charles Ingalls from Little House on the Prairie. Not only was he a devout Christian man, but he knew when to get angry and he knew when to hold his tongue. He was good with disciplining his kids and also good at giving them a hug and some encouragement. He also seemed to have his act together. He was a guy's guy, a girl's guy, and a great father.
Well, today, I met one of his real life daughters and it was so sad to see how jaded she had become because Michael Landon was not the real-life father he was on TV. It really broke my heart to hear her tell me some different stories about him.
But I know that I don't model my life after men on this earth, but rather One who is much higher.
One of my favorite TV characters of all time is Michael Landon's character Charles Ingalls from Little House on the Prairie. Not only was he a devout Christian man, but he knew when to get angry and he knew when to hold his tongue. He was good with disciplining his kids and also good at giving them a hug and some encouragement. He also seemed to have his act together. He was a guy's guy, a girl's guy, and a great father.
Well, today, I met one of his real life daughters and it was so sad to see how jaded she had become because Michael Landon was not the real-life father he was on TV. It really broke my heart to hear her tell me some different stories about him.
But I know that I don't model my life after men on this earth, but rather One who is much higher.
Wednesday, January 08, 2003
I HATE NEEDLES
Yes, it is true that I donate blood almost every two months. But let's let the truth be known, I hate needles! They suck.
Just today, I had to get my TB skin test. And even though it is NOT a deep prick at all (just under the skin), I still can't stand it. And it's weird because I can watch anybody else donate blood or get stuck, but for some reason or another, I cannot, in no way, watch myself get stuck.
Yes, it is true that I donate blood almost every two months. But let's let the truth be known, I hate needles! They suck.
Just today, I had to get my TB skin test. And even though it is NOT a deep prick at all (just under the skin), I still can't stand it. And it's weird because I can watch anybody else donate blood or get stuck, but for some reason or another, I cannot, in no way, watch myself get stuck.
Tuesday, January 07, 2003
DECISIONS, DECISIONS
Being so close to my cousin Jonathan and trying to become a responsible adult sometimes conflict. Here are two recent instances:
(1) Jonathan got the game "Grand Theft Auto: Vice City." Obviously, my aunt disapproves because you deal drugs, pick up prostitutes, steal cars, etc in this game. But Jonathan claims he "knows the difference between right and wrong." When they asked my opinion, I didn't know what to say. I know the game is fun and for the most part, I trust Jonathan's judgement. But I still think the makes should not be rewarded for making such a game. Should he own the game? I think no. But he was noticeably upset after my comments.
(2) His mom wants him to go to a Magnet High School in Anaheim named Troy H.S. He wants to go to the closer, hometown, not-quite-as-good Wilson H.S. They haven't asked my opinion yet, but I'm thinking they should just let him go to Wilson. If he chooses to apply himself there, he will get a decent education (granted, not quite as good as at Troy) and still get into a good college. Besides, I had a similar opportunity (Schurr versus San Marino) and won out on my battle. I still got a decent education, ended up at UCLA, and consider myself as someone who turned out "okay."
Am I right or wrong?
Being so close to my cousin Jonathan and trying to become a responsible adult sometimes conflict. Here are two recent instances:
(1) Jonathan got the game "Grand Theft Auto: Vice City." Obviously, my aunt disapproves because you deal drugs, pick up prostitutes, steal cars, etc in this game. But Jonathan claims he "knows the difference between right and wrong." When they asked my opinion, I didn't know what to say. I know the game is fun and for the most part, I trust Jonathan's judgement. But I still think the makes should not be rewarded for making such a game. Should he own the game? I think no. But he was noticeably upset after my comments.
(2) His mom wants him to go to a Magnet High School in Anaheim named Troy H.S. He wants to go to the closer, hometown, not-quite-as-good Wilson H.S. They haven't asked my opinion yet, but I'm thinking they should just let him go to Wilson. If he chooses to apply himself there, he will get a decent education (granted, not quite as good as at Troy) and still get into a good college. Besides, I had a similar opportunity (Schurr versus San Marino) and won out on my battle. I still got a decent education, ended up at UCLA, and consider myself as someone who turned out "okay."
Am I right or wrong?
Monday, January 06, 2003
THE WINDOW
If you guys ever get the chance to visit me at the UCLA Medical Center, make sure I take you to "The Window." I often find myself having patients walk to "The Window" because it lets them see outside. From "The Window", you can see everything from high-rise buildings on Wilshire Blvd, cars moving along Le Conte and Westwood, the Best Buy and Ralphs supermarket across the street, and the Pacific Ocean (on a clear day, that is).
But it's more than just a window to the outside world, it's a window into the lives they had and are trying to get back to. Some patients just look out and think nothing of it. But most spend time to take a good hard look at the world and reminisce of the life they once had out there in that fast-paced world. They dream about going to the beach to lay out on the sand or go surfing in the water. They want to "Turn on the Fun" at Best Buy like they used to. Most patients do end up going back out into the real world within a few days. But others take much longer to do so ... or never really return to the life they once knew.
But for that brief moment, they are wisked away to a simpler, more innocent time where they took all of life's little joys for granted.
I hope I remember to always take joy and pleasure in the little things like being able to drive my car or walk to the market.
If you guys ever get the chance to visit me at the UCLA Medical Center, make sure I take you to "The Window." I often find myself having patients walk to "The Window" because it lets them see outside. From "The Window", you can see everything from high-rise buildings on Wilshire Blvd, cars moving along Le Conte and Westwood, the Best Buy and Ralphs supermarket across the street, and the Pacific Ocean (on a clear day, that is).
But it's more than just a window to the outside world, it's a window into the lives they had and are trying to get back to. Some patients just look out and think nothing of it. But most spend time to take a good hard look at the world and reminisce of the life they once had out there in that fast-paced world. They dream about going to the beach to lay out on the sand or go surfing in the water. They want to "Turn on the Fun" at Best Buy like they used to. Most patients do end up going back out into the real world within a few days. But others take much longer to do so ... or never really return to the life they once knew.
But for that brief moment, they are wisked away to a simpler, more innocent time where they took all of life's little joys for granted.
I hope I remember to always take joy and pleasure in the little things like being able to drive my car or walk to the market.
Sunday, January 05, 2003
NO BETTER PLACE
I often wonder why I never chose to leave the LA area. I mean, both my brother and sister bolted outta here for Northern California and never looked back. And the same holds true for three of my cousins.
So, why stay here and have to deal with the occassional, but inevitable family conflicts, friend issues, and other problems that have been a part of my life for years? Why not get away and really live?
I figured out one big reason today.
Where else can you have 80 degree weather in early January that allows you to see (and enjoy) both the ocean and the not-so-distant snow-covered mountains?
I love LA!
I often wonder why I never chose to leave the LA area. I mean, both my brother and sister bolted outta here for Northern California and never looked back. And the same holds true for three of my cousins.
So, why stay here and have to deal with the occassional, but inevitable family conflicts, friend issues, and other problems that have been a part of my life for years? Why not get away and really live?
I figured out one big reason today.
Where else can you have 80 degree weather in early January that allows you to see (and enjoy) both the ocean and the not-so-distant snow-covered mountains?
I love LA!
Saturday, January 04, 2003
THE RETURN OF DICK AND CAROLYN LEE
It was so great to have Dick and Carolyn back at CEFC. And it was even better to get the opportunity to have them share about their ministry in the U.K. And as a result, the Koinonia room was packed almost beyond capacity. It's pretty amazing how my youth pastor of over 10 years ago and his family could have such a powerful affect on all of us that when they talk, people show up and listen.
Dick gave a short little talk that seemed perfectly designed for me. One thing he said is that ministry is very tiring and sometimes you wonder when it's going to end. But it's good to now know when it's going to end. And it's good to be out of your comfort zone. But regardless, the whole point of knowing God is to have a personal relationship with Him, not just to serve Him. And if serving gets in the way, then you may need to back off.
Those were definitely the words I needed to hear.
It was so great to have Dick and Carolyn back at CEFC. And it was even better to get the opportunity to have them share about their ministry in the U.K. And as a result, the Koinonia room was packed almost beyond capacity. It's pretty amazing how my youth pastor of over 10 years ago and his family could have such a powerful affect on all of us that when they talk, people show up and listen.
Dick gave a short little talk that seemed perfectly designed for me. One thing he said is that ministry is very tiring and sometimes you wonder when it's going to end. But it's good to now know when it's going to end. And it's good to be out of your comfort zone. But regardless, the whole point of knowing God is to have a personal relationship with Him, not just to serve Him. And if serving gets in the way, then you may need to back off.
Those were definitely the words I needed to hear.
QUICK THOUGHT ON 2003
I'm just impressed that I haven't messed up even once by writting 2002 instead of 2003. Not on the checks I've written. Not on any of the multiple patient progress notes I've written. None of them.
I'm just impressed that I haven't messed up even once by writting 2002 instead of 2003. Not on the checks I've written. Not on any of the multiple patient progress notes I've written. None of them.
Thursday, January 02, 2003
NEW YEAR'S EVE RECAP
I keep thinking that everybody tries to make these elaborate plans for New Year's Eve, but the reality never lives up to the hype.
This year, Karena adn I had a scaled down version by simply making dinner plans wtih Ko and Charice, the key word being "making." We ended up having quite a fancy dinner complete with nice china and silverware, linen tablecloth and napkins, champagne and wine, etc. And the best part was that we cooked the whole thing. Charice was in charge of the soup and the salad -- both of which were VERY gourmet. Karena made some garlic roasted salmon that was really good (although not quite as good as when she made it for me for Valentine's Day).
And the best part was that Ko and I attempted to make some flourless chocolate cake with semi-sweet chocolate glaze. We started at about 9:30 and didn't finish until midnight. So, we got to usher it in the new year with some chocolate cake ... which actually turned out to be not so bad.
Can you dig it?
I keep thinking that everybody tries to make these elaborate plans for New Year's Eve, but the reality never lives up to the hype.
This year, Karena adn I had a scaled down version by simply making dinner plans wtih Ko and Charice, the key word being "making." We ended up having quite a fancy dinner complete with nice china and silverware, linen tablecloth and napkins, champagne and wine, etc. And the best part was that we cooked the whole thing. Charice was in charge of the soup and the salad -- both of which were VERY gourmet. Karena made some garlic roasted salmon that was really good (although not quite as good as when she made it for me for Valentine's Day).
And the best part was that Ko and I attempted to make some flourless chocolate cake with semi-sweet chocolate glaze. We started at about 9:30 and didn't finish until midnight. So, we got to usher it in the new year with some chocolate cake ... which actually turned out to be not so bad.
Can you dig it?
Wednesday, January 01, 2003
THE ROSE PARADE
Let's be honest here. This year marks the 114th Rose Parade and that's no small achievement. People from everywhere volunteer to decorate floats, marching bands spend months in preparation, and equestrian riders saddle up their horses bright and early.
But seriously, who still watches that dadrn thing anyway? Do you seriously think anybody wakes up at 6am to watch the complete coverage they provide on TV? Plus, think of all the flowers that go towards those floats? Sometimes it just seems like such a waste. And that's not even mentioning the amount of time and money that goes into it.
Am I suggesting they can the parade once and for all? No, I think it's a huge attraction for the city of Pasadena and the surrounding areas. And it gives nerdy high school band people like myself something cool to strive for. But maybe LA's WB KTLA-Channel 5 only needs to show it once along with everybody else and not repeat it four times throughout the day.
Let's be honest here. This year marks the 114th Rose Parade and that's no small achievement. People from everywhere volunteer to decorate floats, marching bands spend months in preparation, and equestrian riders saddle up their horses bright and early.
But seriously, who still watches that dadrn thing anyway? Do you seriously think anybody wakes up at 6am to watch the complete coverage they provide on TV? Plus, think of all the flowers that go towards those floats? Sometimes it just seems like such a waste. And that's not even mentioning the amount of time and money that goes into it.
Am I suggesting they can the parade once and for all? No, I think it's a huge attraction for the city of Pasadena and the surrounding areas. And it gives nerdy high school band people like myself something cool to strive for. But maybe LA's WB KTLA-Channel 5 only needs to show it once along with everybody else and not repeat it four times throughout the day.
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